I have meet the most wonderful guy! He is 21 and is nothing but a big kid! He likes almost the exact same things that I like and that just adds to it! I love him so much and we have been together since June 8th. He is the sun to my day and the light to my night. He is just what I needed to get me outta my horrible moods. LOL. A big thanks to one of my sister's God forgot to give me, TARA BROWN, for hooking us up! HAHAHA I got asked out over the phone. lol. But I thought it was cute. He loves me and my mom, My brother is a different story.....lol. But anyways! I am so happy and excited to be with him! I have never been this way in my life! He is so different than the other I was with. He is way more outgoing. Well I think I bored you enough! BYES FOR NOW!!!

Two days ago, I found out that the house I recently purchasd was going to close on Monday. I am very excited. I have also found a guy that is absolutely wonderful so far but we are not dating(yet). This is a new start for me. It is time for me to finally let go of the past few years and start new. In a few months, I will be going to UACCM which is a nursing school. I plan to get my R.N. license and work at Arkansas Children's Hospital. I plan to continue writing my poetry and hopefully get enough to have a book published. I have won another award from one of my poems. It is on here. The poem's title is Too Many. I hope that all f my wonderful friends will keep in touch and we will still be able to hang out (Jonathan I will be living just a few minutes from you) and continue to be as close as we are now even though all of the stuff that happened this year and last year. My friends mean a lot to me and they helped me get through a time of great heartbreak and put up with the ranting that I did and the contsant feling alone. I ma past that and glad to be. I will be moving out in a week and starting a fresh, new life in Conway. Thanks again to all who have supported me through this rough year. It wasn't the way I wanted it to happen but everything happens for a reason. Keep up th good work my friends and never change who you are. Because if you do, I will severely hurt you. lol. Love you all and hope to see you all soon!!!!